time.

"Spend your time perfecting tomorrow not correcting yesterday."     Strong words.

I honestly can't even begin to explain how I feel. I've never been in such a hard position, but sometimes goodbye is a second chance. You can only give so much without receiving anything in return before you break. It is what it is though, nothing more than another lesson learned and another thing to add to the list of things I know I deserve from a relationship. Time. Time to talk to me, time to hold me, time to love me back. I don't think that's too much to ask.

Humira sucks. I felt great and so accomplished after I gave myself my injections but like an hour later that sense of pride very quickly dissipated. I got the worst headache I believe I've ever had which led to making me super nauseous. And that lovely feeling lasted all weekend. Woo hoo. Hope you sense the sarcasm.

I did have the chance to reconnect with some old friends this weekend which completely makes my heart smile. :) maybe things will start to look up after all.