Family and friends plus good food and fireworks has made for a pretty great weekend. Wonder why we only shoot fireworks on the 4th and New Years though? Just a thought.
Anyways...back to this whole new medicine deal. The doctor's office was supposed to call me and let me know what they thought the best option was. They said and I quote, "We'll get with you on Wednesday, and if not Wednesday then Thursday and if not Thursday then Friday and if not Friday by lunch you call us." And being the compliant patient I am, I waited until three o'clock on Friday to call but found out nothing. But something has got to give. I'm only twenty years old and I'm not supposed to feel like I'm eighty. I'm pretty sure every joint in my body has hurt at one point in time over this weekend. Pretty stupid. I don't know what I'm gonna do over the next 6 or so weeks, (that's how long it will take the Remicade, the drug that I had a reaction to, to get out of my system). I'm just praying that this isn't a permanent thing, that it actually goes away when the medicine is gone. Guess we'll see.
On another note, I start class again tomorrow. Microbiology. Yes, I must like to punish myself. But hey after this class and a couple more I'll be able to start on classes for my BSN. Super pumped about that.
I've been thinking a lot lately about my future. Like after school do I want to try and work in Jackson or in Selmer, in a clinic or hospital setting? Do I want to live in Jackson or in McNairy county, possibly Henderson? Do I want to rent a place like I have been or try and buy something or do I just want to move back home and save some money? I know that He will show me what I need to do and exactly where I need to be in His time, I'm just a little impatient. But we're all kinda on a need to know basis, so I'll just have to try and not worry so much and leave it in His hands. Seems easier said than done though.
Another thing I can't get off my mind is some certain people. The kind who say one thing and act completely different. I'm not trying to be judgemental. Don't take this the wrong way guys. I'm just saying actions speak louder than words. If you love someone, love them out loud. Don't assume they know it. Don't take them for granted. Tell them everyday. Take every opportunity to show them what they mean to you every single day. Its not the sweet stuff you say that gets us in your life, its the sweet stuff you do that keeps us there. Just saying.
They say to never tell the Lord you can't handle something because He will prove to you that you can. People also say not to pray for patience. Well I don't feel like I've done either one of those things, but I definitely feel like my breaking points are being tested.
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