Do you ever get to a point where you feel like no matter what you do, you wish you had done the opposite, or gone a different direction. I wouldn't necessarily call it a regret because I have learned from it and still continue to do so, its just...I know things would have been a lot easier had I went down another path. This is my apology to you. I wish I had listened more. I wish I had talked less but spoken up when it mattered the most. I wish I hadn't shut you out. I wish I would have reacted differently under the circumstances. I wish I had told you the truth from the very beginning no matter how much I thought it would have hurt you. I wish I wasn't scared to be in love. I wish I knew how to fix it now. But more than anything I wish you could forgive me. I pray that the Lord will hold you and heal your heart. I pray that He will bless you beyond your imagination. I pray that He will show you a happiness that you've never known. And I pray that He will help you forgive me. Not today, not tomorrow, not next week or even next month, just when it is the right time for you.
Beloved, I pray that in all respects you may prosper and be in good health, just as your soul prospers. 3 John 2
Love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like a blazing fire.
Song of Solomon 8:6.
It is my prayer to someday be fireproof.
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