Monday, March 28, 2011

it's like rain on your wedding day

Life has a funny way of gently leading you down the road you were intended to take all long but sometimes it just rears back and slaps some sense into you. Call it a reality check if you want, but I've had one. Let me clue you in. You, who has robbed me of my joy every Sunday morning for over a year now, you think I don't see you get up and leave when I sing special music for the Lord's glory and then you conveniently reappear as soon as I finish, you think people don't notice the looks you give me when I walk to my seat, do you honestly have that much bitterness and animosity in your heart towards me? How can you sit there sermon after sermon about loving your neighbor and forgiveness and continue to treat me and others the way you do? "Judge not lest ye be judged" is kinda rule I try to live by but gees louise, your fruit of the spirit is rotten. I would hate to know that one single person could possibly make my whole life as terribly miserable as I seem to make yours. Wrongs were committed on both accounts and I take full responsibility for mine, but where do you stand? Its almost as if you are trying to make me pay for everything you seem to find me faulted for by idle gossip, cold shoulders, and dirty looks. But let me just say this, everything you continue to do only justifies my decision even more so. I know without a single doubt that I made the best decision and I am exactly where I should be at this time in my life. And if that is such a problem for you then maybe during your prayer time you should talk to the Lord about it because I am without a doubt where He would have me be.

The Lord has rewarded me according to my righteousness, according to the cleanness of my hands in his sight. Psalm 18:24

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